a good life

I once thought I will never day dream on these hammocks again.
I thought I will not lay on the grass and smell the rain again.
But I did make it to the hammock with a childish smile on my face.in the summer.
and sooner than i think i might pass my fingers through the wet grass and smell my village earth after the rain.
how would you feel, if you realize that you might not stroll through the paths of your life as freely as you used to, back in the days when you thought it will never end?
when i was told, i wanted to eat "janerek", I hadn't had them for years. But it was the summertime. I wasn't sad though, I could still taste them, in my mind.
The only sadness I felt was for the people who loved me.
But to me, I was content. really, i wouldn't have changed a thing.