mentiras..

stop.
stop torturing me.
they hurt me, your lies.
they makes me sick, your lies.
they make my body ache.
they make my stomach hurt, my bones hurt.
i wish i couldn't tell. I wish i thought you were true.
i wish i don't sense your pauses when we talk.
i wish i miss your eyes avoiding mine.
but i know. I KNOW.
sadness. fury. that's what you give me.
disappointment. shame. for you.
i wish i could scream them away. sleep them away. wash them away.
filthy little lies. under my skin.