Sunday, August 6, 2006

quick note

i apologize for my ignorance.
so many things that i thought were true are actually not.
and so many things that i did not believe, have been happening all along.
i apologize for not recognizing injustice when it stared me right in the face, and for blindly accepting what i've been told while what i should have been doing was getting off my ass and finding out for myself.
the description of my blog used to read that i'm "constantly seeking truth", well, that was a lie. unintentional, but still, a lie.
i'm probably not making sense at all to most of you, sorry about that too.

23 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I feel your pain and it must be great. Lebonese Citizens are indeed the innocent bystanders in this conflict. Lebanon truly is one of the great countries in the world capable of unlimited success and advancement in the modern world. Israel is another country with unlimited opportunities. The truth be known most of this killing is traceable to oil money in the wrong hands and I blame the Americans and Europe for that problem. Oil money has financed this war on the Arab side and the higher the price of oil goes then the less chance there is for peace in the Middle East. Israel do not target the citizens of Lebanon but cannot stand by and let Hezbollha fire a stream of rockets from behind civilian mothers and children hoping, hope upon hope that Israel retalliates and kills civilians, so that they can use their deaths on their own TV for propaganda purposes. Ask yourself what is Israel's purpose if they are invading Lebanon without cause, what do they gain?

6:46 PM  
Blogger Laila K said...

anon,

"Israel do not target the citizens of Lebanon"...are you insane?!

"Ask yourself what is Israel's purpose if they are invading Lebanon without cause?"

umm, lets see, off the top of my head...because they are..war criminal?..ummm..racists?..umm..
because they can, in this fucked up world we live in?? or maybe because they are state sponsored terrorists?? i would pick all of the above.

6:53 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Huge amounts of oil money in the hands of Iran, Saudi Arabia, Venezuella and others does indeed give the leaders of these countries too much time on their hands and too much money with which to cause mischief for any enemy they perceive. These leaders are megalomaniacs bent on self destruction and anxious to take the rest of the world with them. Iran doesn't want peace they want the destruction of Israel and the US and they don't care how many deaths of innocent civilians it takes to bring about their goals.

6:53 PM  
Blogger J. said...

ma fhemet shi

7:49 PM  
Blogger Laila K said...

i told you i wont make sense :)

8:45 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

ana fhemtik...welle adrab shi howe el kem wa7ed el e3din y7arbo 3ala el internet la y saktouna

12:02 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

yes anon, iran and the axis of evil want to destroy israel and the US!! meanwhile the US and israel are merely defensive peaceful countries that never killed for oil and that doesn't encourage chaos to trade blood for oil.

the us has the right to defend itself and so does israel by bombing the fuck out of iraq, lebanon, afghanistan, i don't know syria, iran...
israel doesn't invade other countries, foreign land seems to fall in its borders and with it come a lot of people willing to be self eliminated and cleansed out of existence.
islam is a fanatic regime and arabs are worthless suicide bombers and israeli jews and liberal and modern and not racist and treat people of all races equally especially arabs. it's the lebanese and the palestinians who self-eliminate and meanwhile don't appreciate the favor they're paying us and don't reciprocate olmert's sympathy... bad people we are...we should be eliminated...oh we are.

it's not israeli bombs who kill us and you don't target civilians... even olmert gave that argument up..

i give up with these fuckheads.
the world has gone mad.

princess, i hear ya..
i'm also sorry
sorry for believing in the goodness in people
sorry for being raised on love and forgiveness
sorry for not knowing earlier..

12:30 AM  
Blogger jooj said...

princess: I blame it all on movies that have a good and honourable ending.

They fuck us up!

12:41 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Princess,
for someone who claims to want peace, you have so much hate and anger inside you.
do you realise that Israelis are human beings just like you? They are mothers and fathers and daughters and grandparents who just want to live their lives without the fear of extremists shooting rockets into their neighbourhood?
It seems your anger and blindness has reached so deep inside you that you are brainwashed, so deeply brainwashed that even an intelligent person like yourself does not believe Israel has the right to exist. Or to protect its citizens. You probably tell yourself that Hezbollah is not a terrorist group. You couldnt possibly believe that these brave resistant fighters use your own people as shields.
What anonymous wrote was balanced and wise.Israel wants nothing to do with your country, just to be left alone! your response was naive and really exposed your bigotry and racism. Look closely at yourself, Princess and ask if you are truly searching for the truth, or just evidence to back up what you want to believe?

1:08 AM  
Blogger _z. said...

huh!?!

1:54 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

anon, where do you come off calling princess names because she criticized a government. goes more to show your bias and hate.

in other terms, FUCK OFF..

4:06 AM  
Blogger Hilal CHOUMAN said...

ok.. 7a ekeh 3alleh fhemto ;)

There is NO ONE truth. whenever somebody sells you this shit, be sure that he is selling u a alse hope. Be sure that he is hiding the truth!!

6:29 AM  
Blogger Hilal CHOUMAN said...

7a werro la hal keyboard walahi el3azeem!!

e7keh*
false*

i need help here!!

6:30 AM  
Blogger Laila K said...

anon 1:08

you are throwing false accusaions here left and right, i almost feel like you have a copy-paste text that you are moving around with you from blog to blog. i'm sorry but i will not justify myself to you unless i am sure that i can reason with you. so, how did you get to that conclusion, that i'm racist and do not believe that israel has the right to exist, that i'm brainwashed, and that i'm blinded by hate? let me know.

7:25 AM  
Blogger Laila K said...

hilal, dakheelak dont destroy your keyboard, we need it. you made me laugh this morning :)

thanks mirvat and anny my defense lawyers, the palace will repay you in due time :)

8:08 AM  
Blogger Karin said...

Mirvat ... I fully understand your being mad, hurting feeling cheated and desillusioned! You are right with these feelings and nobody can blame you!
Please .. do NOT give in and succumb to what is all around you, don't do it for your own sake! If you think the world has gone mad - I can't disagree at all - do NOT necessarily join the club!
You say you feel ...
sorry for believing in the goodness in people
sorry for being raised on love and forgiveness
sorry for not knowing earlier..

NO Mirvat - do NOT feel sorry for that! That is what distinguish us from others, makes us human - do NOT allow yourself to give it up! We ALL must maintain our human feelings, our determination to be and remain above this abyss!
PLEASE Mirvat ... it is SO important!

Princess ... you're making a LOT of sense!! Just don't be THAT strict with yourself - we all make mistakes or do things - unintentionally - incompletely ... that's why we are humans!
I can understand your pain ... I wish to God I could take it away!

I am supporting you guys all the way ... STAY SAFE GUYG!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!

8:42 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Anon: harrass Mononoke again I'll find you and beat you senseless.

-Mononoke's cousin.

9:12 AM  
Blogger Rafael said...

Princess,

Anger makes us feel powerful when we think we are powerless. No one likes to feel helpless or that there is nothing they can do.

What you are doing is good! Keep it up! Question everything! Your power is in your ability to love and care. You keep me going and I never stop thinking positive thoughts, partly because your passion for life has inspired me.

I will reach my goal, and I have you to thank.

Try that for not making sense! Smile

Rafael

10:10 AM  
Blogger Hashem said...

somehow I can relate. Somehow I undwerstood.

5:48 PM  
Blogger Unknown said...

as i read this i'm crying. i haven't stopped crying in weeks and why not grown men are crying. our diplomats are crying. let me lose my faith, i earned at least that..

5:49 PM  
Blogger Laila K said...

mirvat, calm down, we will get through this, hold on just a bit longer

anny habibi, no we;re not wrong, its just that humanity is dead and we are living in a disgusting world where ideals and human life (non-american and non-israeli ofcourse) have no value.

7:14 PM  
Blogger rouba said...

anon it's human to be angry
it's inhuman to bomb the shit out of an entire civilian population (and don't give me that thing abt 'HA raining rockets down on Israel')
they've even changed the definition of rain.
Princesse la mono-ahem-noke, 2arraret attesh hal break la 2ellik enno ma3ik 7a2 w ykoon kell shee metel 3refteh shoo
*hugs*
your 3rd defense lawyer (3eesso's the big brotha)

7:56 PM  
Blogger Karin said...

Princess, Mirvat ... hang on and stay strong!! Lebanon will get up again and be more beautful than before!! The people will make it - they are FANTASTIC folks who will NOT succumb to atrocities and aggression!
Remember you are not alone - there are soooooooooo many worldwide who are on YOUR side, who back YOUUU!!
The +/- 1000 people who did not make it will always in our loving memory!
STAY STRONG GUYS ... WE LOVE YOU ALL!!!Biiiig hugs!!

6:40 AM  

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